Alternative name for this blog: millions of Chinese... and me
Ni hao! Welcome to the city of ... well, everything! After a looooong time in 3rd world countries, it was a big shock to the system to see skyscrapers, space-age apartment blocks, international brand names on billboards, McDonalds and 7-Eleven again. I wasn't sure what to expect from Beijing, or from China in general really. It's not really on the backpacker circuit; I'd spoken to a few travellers who'd been there and said it was roadblock city re: language and general tourist-helpfulness. I'd studied a few key Mandarin phrases and dutifully copied out my guest house address in Chinese, as I'd read they don't even read English letters (this is true). My passport, visa and face (take off glasses, please) were carefully scrutinised at customs, then I was on my merry way to the hutongs!
Problem #1: it turns out I can't copy Chinese characters very well. To me, they looked fine, but the taxi driver either couldn't read them or (I suspect this is more likely) he couldn't find the particular hutong I was staying on, so he said he couldn't read my address. The hutongs are the old part of Beijing, a rabbit warren of alleys and pathways where cars don't really fit, only rickshaws & motorbikes, and you need a London-cabbie-like photographic memory to know your way around. Unfortunately, I had a Beijing cabbie who drove around the block three times shaking his head, so in the end I jumped out and walked to avoid paying over 3x the price. Ended up just wandering and found it in the end. The hotel was the cutest place, it was a collection of rooms all arranged around a central courtyard, old-style! Breakfast at the hotel was uber expensive so I decided to eat steamed pork buns on the street - 60c and DELICIOUS! :D
I had a great dumpling dinner at a place around the corner, then walked around the lake area that evening. It's a huge touristy/shipping/going out area which is heaps of fun to wander around at night time, just soak up the atmosphere and the city lights. It felt really good to be back in civilisation (I even had McD's here), back around people who dress to the fashion trends and not out of necessity. It really felt like re-entering the real world (well, the developed world).
They have a funny relationship/attitude towards Mao Zedong and the whole communist thing. It's still very communist; any incoming media is censored or blocked (e.g. Facebook - China says NO), to the point that they will give you incorrect weather information if it's too hot or too cold, so you won't get stressed or freak out. Beijing was having a heat wave when I was there, but according to the news it was fine.
But regarding the memorabilia, of which there is plenty, they have definitely realised that there are a few bucks to be made. They admire and honour Mao's memory despite the horrendous bloodshed and shitting all over centuries of history, which would ordinarily inspire hate or grudges for generations to come (example: Germany). But there's an irony and a tongue-in-cheek-ness to their current attitude, Mao's face is emblazoned on everything from coffee mugs to schoolbags and notebooks to women's underwear. Old-school communist posters appear on a lot of tourist merchandise; some done in the old style but with a modern twist on the message, and some genuinely antique wartime posters. The new stuff has a cleverness and sarcasm to it that I honestly did not expect from the Chinese; with such an upset history you expect people to tiptoe around it (example: Germany) rather than make money off it. I don't image I could get a coffee mug like this in Berlin with an old Nazi poster on it.
So anyway, the Chinese are a funny bunch. The new generation is ultra modern, totally plugged in, but at the same time really traditional, family values, live with their parents until married, they're almost Japanese ... except for the efficiency. They don't have any. They don't want any. And they don't understand why foreigners want stuff done on time. Then there's the spitting - all the time, everywhere, by everyone. YUCK.
I wasn't sure how they would treat me in China, I wasn't sure how I'd feel either. Am I Chinese? Am I Dutch? Am I a New Zealander? Or a combination thereof? All through Asia, the locals had spotted that I was part Asian which was kind of an "in", and actually quite nice. But I still stuck out as a tourist, by the clothes I wore, the camera I carried (the general air of rich Western-ness) and of course, being 5'7. Beijingers, on the other hand, are fashionable (they dress in Zara, Esprit, Uniqlo and of course Prada, Escada, True Religion and Louis Vuitton) and because they have better access to nutrition, they're regular height. With sunglasses, I was just one of them. Good? NO. I've never felt so Western as my first day in Beijing. It was a strange, disconnected feeling; this is where my blood and my ancestors come from, I've grown up with Chineseness around me, but I feel no connection to this place at all. I've come to realise that language plays a huge part in cultural belonging; not only knowing a language but the nuances of how you speak - look at how Londoners can tell what part of town they're from just by the accent. So not knowing any Chinese except for "yes" and "no" (apparently my pronunciation of "how much" was so offensive the dumpling vendor just stared at me), I felt like a complete outsider in the middle of my own people. Not so nice. (Ironically, I know a lot more Japanese than Mandarin and managed to make some inroads in Japan)
Situation: Chinese-looking person in Beijing (me), doesn't speak Chinese. LOGIC DOES NOT COMPUTE. CONTINUE SPEAKING CHINESE. REPEAT.
My solution was to just walk away :(
Funnily enough, later on the tour I encountered Situation #2: Western-looking person speaking Mandarin (Ewen). LOGIC DOES NOT COMPUTE. DO NOT UNDERSTAND. SHAKE HEAD. REPEAT.
Anyway, with my cultural observations (and frustrations) out of the way, here's me at the Forbidden City:
and going to the Peking Duck restaurant
I joined the tour group in the evening of day 2. I checked into the 5-star luxury hotel uptown, had a looooooooooong shower and watched some DVDs in my bathrobe, it was a totally blissful experience to not be in a hostel any more :) It was great to finally be on Ewen's China Photography Tour, I'd spent a good 2 years looking forward to it! There were 7 of us, plus Ewen and Yi Ran, our local guide. Yi Ran is 24, female, very tall and lots of fun, we hit it off right away! It was set to be a great tour, stay tuned for the next chapter!
Coming up: the Great Wall, Beijing's crazy cat lady, Terracotta warriors, calligraphy, rice terraces and the bright lights of Shanghai. Don't miss it!
ML x